‘I’m having revenge affair with another man to hurt my cheating husband but I feel terrible’

A few months ago I found out my husband was having an affair and it had been going on for some time.

I went crazy and threw him out initially, but he ended the affair, was full of remorse and begged for another chance.

The thing is, I love him, but I was so furious with him and I still am.

I ended up starting some kind of revenge affair with a man I met online just to complicate things further.

The sex is great, but I don’t love him and I feel bad afterwards because I know I’m doing it to hurt my husband.